Tuesday, December 21, 2010

A Little Time to Ponder..

Basically, I have left 3 more days to work for the rest of this year.
I took leave for the remaining days to bring dad go physiotherapy.
Very happy that dad is improving day by day with his movement especially when we look back 3 months ago after he had a spinal shock he was practically tetraplegic.
3 months ago I was shocked, occupied, exhausted, broken down once but still holding on strong.
Maybe now I'm in a state of after shocked, blanked, slightly lost and miserable.
When things happened I practically put a hold on all that I was doing, planning and dreaming to settle what needs to be done. Now that things is starting get better I forget where I stopped so I might be in the middle of nowhere this moment

Just 3 months, the exact time frame I have when I joined National Service 6-7 years ago. That 3 months is unforgettable and in fact is a memory that I can recall to give me motivation and hope when some of my days are not so smooth.

I realise what we learn and experienced can never be forgotten and what we feel will always remain in our hearts.

First half of the year I spend time trying to learn as much as i could from everything that I encounter. Now I recall, I remember glimpse of memory from my Uni's Sports Camp at Gold Coast Sepang, I remember last year's Christmas with Ying Shin and Chin chin's present and dinner gathering, I remember the gift exchange and chats I have with Abby and Ee Vonne and of course many other events which makes 2010 much more merry, meaningful, warm and lovely.

I wish this Christmas will be as warm and lovely as it always is and new year to bring much more happiness and joy, good tidings and wisdom.