Just simply means "new environment"...
I've just moved into my new workstation today at the 7th floor previously from 14th floor.
I kinda love this new place, one of my favourite colour green and white^^..overall looks much brighter and spacious compare to my previous floor.
I get to choose to sit nearer to the sunshine of course..now onwards I can not only see the sunshine but to feel the fuzzy warm from the sun rays it definitely the best thing to have.
Of course it takes some time to get to use to walking area around as which direction to head when I need to get my printouts, fill my water bottle, visit my fellow colleagues around the floor and heading to the loo..ehhe
No doubt I lurve "nuevo entorno" as always..haha! ( the Spanish influence from the movie: The Tourist- more review below)
Today is no blue Monday for me and its brighter than usual. I got a small gift for my sweet colleague as an "open workstation day", an apple shape manual calender and also a cute yellow polka dot umbrella from Azlin..thank you people~...
Got the chance to go for a movie yesterday with family and it was mum's suggestion to watch "The Tourist". I thought I wouldn't like the movie knowing that all Angelina Jolie's movies are almost the same- hot bod, hot moves, gun flipping and stunts BUT I guess I forget Johny Depp is involve this time!
I come to like the show, it's a little funny and romantic. Most scenes with AJ & JD together is accompanied with romantic background music plus its shot in Venice, breeze rushing through her hair, smoky eyes, romatico stares, chandeliers in the scene settings..the Venice feel is totally taking over and it works! I was smiling throughout the movie because its like a romantic comedy..heartwarming for a little movie leisure on a weekend=)
Sky's getting real dark outside on a Monday after work and I shall post up more the next time this new workstation gives me more inspiration..hasta entonces
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
When It Clicks
Holding a can of cold shandy under a hot weather with nothing else in mind sat in front of my TV set under the fan wearing my sleeveless and minipants..
Channel V shows Jason Mraz's I'm Yours stirs up the memory of young people who can just don't care the world, no worries and just fall in summer love..
Later in the evening I saw your email with the exact same song lyrics in my inbox...
-coincidence -
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
A Little Time to Ponder..
Basically, I have left 3 more days to work for the rest of this year.
I took leave for the remaining days to bring dad go physiotherapy.
Very happy that dad is improving day by day with his movement especially when we look back 3 months ago after he had a spinal shock he was practically tetraplegic.
3 months ago I was shocked, occupied, exhausted, broken down once but still holding on strong.
Maybe now I'm in a state of after shocked, blanked, slightly lost and miserable.
When things happened I practically put a hold on all that I was doing, planning and dreaming to settle what needs to be done. Now that things is starting get better I forget where I stopped so I might be in the middle of nowhere this moment
Just 3 months, the exact time frame I have when I joined National Service 6-7 years ago. That 3 months is unforgettable and in fact is a memory that I can recall to give me motivation and hope when some of my days are not so smooth.
I realise what we learn and experienced can never be forgotten and what we feel will always remain in our hearts.
First half of the year I spend time trying to learn as much as i could from everything that I encounter. Now I recall, I remember glimpse of memory from my Uni's Sports Camp at Gold Coast Sepang, I remember last year's Christmas with Ying Shin and Chin chin's present and dinner gathering, I remember the gift exchange and chats I have with Abby and Ee Vonne and of course many other events which makes 2010 much more merry, meaningful, warm and lovely.
I took leave for the remaining days to bring dad go physiotherapy.
Very happy that dad is improving day by day with his movement especially when we look back 3 months ago after he had a spinal shock he was practically tetraplegic.
3 months ago I was shocked, occupied, exhausted, broken down once but still holding on strong.
Maybe now I'm in a state of after shocked, blanked, slightly lost and miserable.
When things happened I practically put a hold on all that I was doing, planning and dreaming to settle what needs to be done. Now that things is starting get better I forget where I stopped so I might be in the middle of nowhere this moment
Just 3 months, the exact time frame I have when I joined National Service 6-7 years ago. That 3 months is unforgettable and in fact is a memory that I can recall to give me motivation and hope when some of my days are not so smooth.
I realise what we learn and experienced can never be forgotten and what we feel will always remain in our hearts.
First half of the year I spend time trying to learn as much as i could from everything that I encounter. Now I recall, I remember glimpse of memory from my Uni's Sports Camp at Gold Coast Sepang, I remember last year's Christmas with Ying Shin and Chin chin's present and dinner gathering, I remember the gift exchange and chats I have with Abby and Ee Vonne and of course many other events which makes 2010 much more merry, meaningful, warm and lovely.
I wish this Christmas will be as warm and lovely as it always is and new year to bring much more happiness and joy, good tidings and wisdom.
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
I Can't Wait
It's 4 minutes to off work and i can't wait to throw that headset off and just do whatever I want. The time is ticking, I'm rushing my work so that I can go on leave peacefully tomorrow but the PC is running freaking slow! This is the kind of frustrations which could really drive me mad!!
I mean reaaally !!@!#$%^&*
I just want to get things done and I can't. How crapping fantastic....
4 minutes! Yea, I can write a blog already and still see my system crawling in front of my face saying " uh...wait.....uh....a little more......" ...I throw my headset already
Cool!..it's off work time..and I'm still waiting for this crawly....
I mean reaaally !!@!#$%^&*
I just want to get things done and I can't. How crapping fantastic....
4 minutes! Yea, I can write a blog already and still see my system crawling in front of my face saying " uh...wait.....uh....a little more......" ...I throw my headset already
Cool!..it's off work time..and I'm still waiting for this crawly....
-trulymadlydeeplygoingnuts-
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
It's Monday again
On Sunday night my brother said on our Saturday: " We just went out bought some eggs, matches and gas..my weekend is over. I can't even feel Sunday."
Most Fridays, no matter how tired we are whether it is from work or school at the end of it most people will say : "Come on! It's Friday night man, you're just gonna stay at home and sleep early?"
As much as we have rushed day in and out from commitments and responsibilities, making sure that is done, this is on time, the rest are all ready.. we just need a break and enjoy especially on a Friday night.
It just means, no waking early to beat the jam, no meetings to attend to, no complains to attend to and no making up pleasant mood when we're feeling all tied up inside.
Having breakfast with siblings is one of best things I love having on Saturday morning. We live in the same house but our time to able to sit down together is very minimal.
Sometimes, we'll try to have breakfast, catch up with stuffs and have laughs which makes our stomach cramp.
From Monday to Friday everything is pretty much THE SAME.
By lunch time, my stomach would be having an orchestra rehearsing non-stop for a Weekly Orchestra Championship Award. Since my lunch schedule change to 12, I practically go munch whatever. Before this, Azlin and me would have problem where to go, we would talk non-stop, no idea what is there so much to talk about anyway, we won't know where we're suppose to head. Strangely I have no problem where to eat anymore...
There after, the pace will minimize by half compare to what happened in the morning. Inbound calls started to slow down, focusing more into analysing documents..slowly my head will become heavier that it needs my hand to raise it up again.
The next second, you know you're going off work and I ask myself, what just happened again? Breath~..
Most Fridays, no matter how tired we are whether it is from work or school at the end of it most people will say : "Come on! It's Friday night man, you're just gonna stay at home and sleep early?"
As much as we have rushed day in and out from commitments and responsibilities, making sure that is done, this is on time, the rest are all ready.. we just need a break and enjoy especially on a Friday night.
It just means, no waking early to beat the jam, no meetings to attend to, no complains to attend to and no making up pleasant mood when we're feeling all tied up inside.
Having breakfast with siblings is one of best things I love having on Saturday morning. We live in the same house but our time to able to sit down together is very minimal.
Sometimes, we'll try to have breakfast, catch up with stuffs and have laughs which makes our stomach cramp.
From Monday to Friday everything is pretty much THE SAME.
Like Abby said :"Lam....Pui Yan~....it's freaking bored!!!"
At 5.30am drag myself off bed, crawl into the shower, hang the comb on my hair, stare into the closet, warm up the car engine, stoned to work, zombified into the computer screen and get excited with the first inbound call...-woke up finally-.By lunch time, my stomach would be having an orchestra rehearsing non-stop for a Weekly Orchestra Championship Award. Since my lunch schedule change to 12, I practically go munch whatever. Before this, Azlin and me would have problem where to go, we would talk non-stop, no idea what is there so much to talk about anyway, we won't know where we're suppose to head. Strangely I have no problem where to eat anymore...
There after, the pace will minimize by half compare to what happened in the morning. Inbound calls started to slow down, focusing more into analysing documents..slowly my head will become heavier that it needs my hand to raise it up again.
The next second, you know you're going off work and I ask myself, what just happened again? Breath~..
- interestingly uninteresting -
Monday, November 22, 2010
When It's....
Stoned Day...
You just stop everything you're doing and stare
It's almost indescribable..
You look out to the furthest point you can see straight out but you have NO freaking idea: (i) what you're looking at, (ii) what's in your mind, (iii) what you're doing, (iv) why you're still staring despite the fact that you're questioning yourself what's actually happening..
That is what i call, stoned in a moment of inconceivable..
You keep on asking yourself, "did i just...? you mean i just..?"
At one moment the space which contain an organ that you always use it to think sense is actually almost non-existence, for a second is it there?-blank-
The next moment you may feel a whole lot of crap is falling inside that space and you have no idea which thought to grasp..
Thereafter you realise you've just picked up your favourite line.."I don't know..I really don't know".
In actual fact you know but you can't accept it yet so breath...
In such state of confusion I guess I just need a break to put myself in order again..
- I don't know that number -
You just stop everything you're doing and stare
It's almost indescribable..
You look out to the furthest point you can see straight out but you have NO freaking idea: (i) what you're looking at, (ii) what's in your mind, (iii) what you're doing, (iv) why you're still staring despite the fact that you're questioning yourself what's actually happening..
That is what i call, stoned in a moment of inconceivable..
You keep on asking yourself, "did i just...? you mean i just..?"
At one moment the space which contain an organ that you always use it to think sense is actually almost non-existence, for a second is it there?-blank-
The next moment you may feel a whole lot of crap is falling inside that space and you have no idea which thought to grasp..
Thereafter you realise you've just picked up your favourite line.."I don't know..I really don't know".
In actual fact you know but you can't accept it yet so breath...
In such state of confusion I guess I just need a break to put myself in order again..
- I don't know that number -
Thank you, for answering my call in even though you're in the midst of having dinner outside.
Glad that you, are there too comfort me, and I'm just making fun of you with your pal's Gf...
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
The truth is knocking on me to reveal this.
This is going to be extra small because I really hope it could be non-existence. That is as denial as I would like to be unfortunately it exist so let me face the truth in a tiny way (yes i do recall memories once in awhile no matter how much I don't want to or not suppose to.)
It's been too long I can't remember when things happen, but I remember it's a Christmas day when I'm very eager to just celebrate the magical moments together in each other's arm.
It did not happen, I was left alone just waiting. That was when I decided not to wait anymore.
I have loved you but I knew I had to let you go. There will not be any happy union if we head different directions. It just brings us further -apart-
Sometimes I would wonder do you really mean those hurting words you said to me which made me so resentful.
I chose not to doubt for me to keep hating you so that I could kept staying away from you.
Back then I didn't know that I'm that strong to look into your eyes, say goodbye and drove away from you.
My tears did not hold back but at least I manage to walk out of your door.
I resent all the things you did to me but I choose to let go and remember just the sweet memories.
In a way you helped me grow and toughen up. I should be grateful. You made me who I am.
It's your birthday today, I spend some hours reminisce all the things we use to do.
All the laughter we use to share and all the gifts I gave you shyly from my heart. Our smiling face which shows happy we are.
Every time my thoughts strays, I stop. This would be all I want to remember.
If you asked me if could be friends again? I would say no because I do not think that I can do it. I can only love or hate you.
Weird but that's how far it has brought me. I don't think I could have even your shadow back in my life.
Some will tell me, "f*ck it, he's a shithead anyway, who needs him in any body's life?"
I use to have that thought as well (sorry) but I don't think that's any point being so resentful anyway.
We only have one life. Guess that I need to spend this life giving you the privilege to be that peculiar person whom I've love, hate and never want to see ever again. But again I would secretly want to let you know you mean alot to me at one point of my life and do wish that you found your happiness too.
-Happy Birthday-
It's been too long I can't remember when things happen, but I remember it's a Christmas day when I'm very eager to just celebrate the magical moments together in each other's arm.
It did not happen, I was left alone just waiting. That was when I decided not to wait anymore.
I have loved you but I knew I had to let you go. There will not be any happy union if we head different directions. It just brings us further -apart-
Sometimes I would wonder do you really mean those hurting words you said to me which made me so resentful.
I chose not to doubt for me to keep hating you so that I could kept staying away from you.
Back then I didn't know that I'm that strong to look into your eyes, say goodbye and drove away from you.
My tears did not hold back but at least I manage to walk out of your door.
I resent all the things you did to me but I choose to let go and remember just the sweet memories.
In a way you helped me grow and toughen up. I should be grateful. You made me who I am.
It's your birthday today, I spend some hours reminisce all the things we use to do.
All the laughter we use to share and all the gifts I gave you shyly from my heart. Our smiling face which shows happy we are.
Every time my thoughts strays, I stop. This would be all I want to remember.
If you asked me if could be friends again? I would say no because I do not think that I can do it. I can only love or hate you.
Weird but that's how far it has brought me. I don't think I could have even your shadow back in my life.
Some will tell me, "f*ck it, he's a shithead anyway, who needs him in any body's life?"
I use to have that thought as well (sorry) but I don't think that's any point being so resentful anyway.
We only have one life. Guess that I need to spend this life giving you the privilege to be that peculiar person whom I've love, hate and never want to see ever again. But again I would secretly want to let you know you mean alot to me at one point of my life and do wish that you found your happiness too.
-Happy Birthday-
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